Brigidine Pilgrimage

Here’s something that sounds wonderful from Searchingforimbas:


Seeking Brigid: Sacred Well, Holy Flame
Pilgrimage to Ireland, 2012
July 11-18, 2012

Join author and poet Erynn Rowan Laurie and the Sisterhood of Avalon for a seven day pilgrimage to Ireland, exploring our connections with the Goddess Brigid, patron of poetry, smith craft, and healing. With the breathtaking landscape of Ireland as our backdrop, our time together will be spent engaged in conscious sight-seeing, scholastic inquiry, and spiritual exploration inspired by Gaelic tradition. For pricing and the full brochure, click here. All over 18 are welcome. Only 12 openings are available.


Gender Trouble Again: Pantheacon 2012

It’s unfortunate on so many levels that what happened in one corner of PantheaCon last weekend threatens to overwhelm all else (and I am so glad that I was pretty much unaware of this until the end of the Con as I was able to enjoy so many positive things there)—but it’s one of those things that can’t be avoided at this point, especially when I see many people have come here to read about my post on last year’s CAYA exclusionary incident. So Identity Politics reared its most hideous head, and people got hurt once again*. The Dianics remind me of the white mother in the famous story “Everything That Rises Must Converge”, for any Flannery O’Conner fans out there. Some women are not women, they keep protesting, and they believe they get to define the others in or out of the circle or the club, as the case may be–although, I’ve been happy to see in online forums that not all Dianics hold these hateful views. The world has changed, the essentialist view of gender is seen for the fraud that it is. An interesting part of this whole thing is how mystical primal ritual is being mixed with the language of science—I’m speaking of the term genetic. To refer to other humans solely by their genetic traits is, to say the least, dehumanizing. Stripping a person down to biology. Stripping them naked and casting them aside is really a violent act of boundary control. Such reduction of humans to biological data occurred famously in Nazi German (and I hold my rhetoric is quite justified in this analogy), and also in Japanese occupied China in the 1940’s; such a reduction then allows the stripping away of the individual life, so they can be repurposed as some other material, perhaps to make some thing. In less extreme form this can also be like the experience of many patients caught up in our dehumanizing system of industrial medicine, where doctors are not interested in the human person sitting before them, but only in the data about their blood appearing pixillated on their screen and the various classification/diagnostic systems they are reduced to. Bizarrely, these Dianics are dong it to themselves in this case, as well as to the excluded trans-women at PantheaCon who are said to not have this genetic material.

I know some are calling this a case of the need for better wording in the program guide, but I think it is more than that, for if women or men are to be divided up into the cisgendered and the trans, then the transgendered are still being subtly demoted as being secondary class. The point is gender is performed; it is not essential. This reminds me of people saying they prefer to say they are following pre-Christian traditions rather than pagan, but the term itself then grounds Christianity as being the focal point.

Some might say what business is this of mine, but as a gender variant male, quuerly minded, I find that it cuts close enough. How horrid I felt in spiritual workshops and rites I have attended (in the past) where the facilitator told the men to go to one side of the room and the women to the other. How often as a little boy I was attacked by bully boys because my friends were girls and my play was ‘girlie’ stuff. I will just say at this juncture macho little boys are quite inventive at the vicious things they will do. The policing of gender is a cruel and violent business, and our trans sestren are on the firing line. And once again pain was inflicted at an event I feel strongly should be welcoming to people of all genders, sexualities, races, ethnicities, nationalities, and socioeconomic classes.

Borghese Hermaphroditus at Louvre

Over the years I’ve heard so many people who have been hurt by the attitudes so blatantly displayed by that Dianic elder, including a young mother who was unable to bring her (male) baby into a Dianic house, and a woman I knew who worked at the Artemis Café and Bookstore on the once-lesbian stretch of Valencia Street, San Francisco who once finding herself without a childcare option, tried to bring her little boy to work, and was forbidden to do so, harshly shamed, and left with a very difficult emergency. And this is to not even get into the discourses on how white this whole attitude to gender is, and how many women of color (bell hooks, Gloria Anzaldua, Adele Olivia Gladwell, and Haunani Kay Trask immediately jump to mind) have written cogently about how they were made to feel like they weren’t woman enough to fit in this rigid system often known as 70s essentialist (United States) white feminism.  The truth remains so many of us are still told we are not ‘man enough’, not ‘woman enough’.

Men, Anatolian Moon God

I also think the whole issue prompts thinking about Pantheacon in a greater context. The ‘Con is eighteen years old now and has grown from being a relatively small event with an anything goes atmosphere to a huge public gathering of many kinds of people. The hotel as well as law prohibit certain behavior already. “Drugs’ which can be valid sacraments for some groups are prohibited. There is no nudity in public areas including the pool. This, of course, is a restriction of some people’s spiritual practice. It’s not really a mater of law, as a friend thought, but of hotel policy—after all there are plenty of small hotels and resorts in California, which have clothing optional policies. I’m bringing up these two examples to show that there are practices, which people already have to forgo at the Con. Others come to mind—I’m sure sacrifice of a chicken would fall into that category also, even if some traditions like Santeria do have such in their practices. So I think it is past time to forgo exclusionary rituals as well. PantheaCon is a gigantic event held at a public hotel, and people purchase entry (and expect that it is open admission) to attend the many workshops, rituals and panels offered. It is not the place for ritual for ‘this type of person but not that type’, or for secret initiations to be attended only by people of ‘this grade but not that grade’. I question if it is an appropriate space for holding deep therapy sessions as well, as some exclusionary rites are purported to be.  I personally don’t see a problem if hospitality suites want to hold such rites (I might heartily dislike their parameters but that obviously is not for me to decide in the sense of something private, and for the record I do see that exclusionary rites have their place, but not in the public space of PantheaCon). After all at public events you don’t get to have a guest list, at private parties you do.

I imagine changing policy will be a difficult process, an uphill journey, but hopefully it will eventually happen and the PantheaCon will become friendly to all who want to attend. I pray so. Our religions deserve it.

* I’m heartened by the reports of the positive protest held by T. Thorn Coyle. A good, calm reportage can be found at Teo Bishop’s blog—and if you haven’t read Thorn’s own reports I think they are crucial to understanding what went on:

Pantheacon 2012

The 18th PantheaCon is almost upon us. The offerings look particularly rich this year!

I’m giving a workshop on Echtrai, Immrama, Aisling, and using the lore as a guide for one’s own ‘journeying’ on the 20th.

PantheaCon is at the Doubletree Hotel in San Jose, California from Friday though Monday over the President’s Day long weekend.




An Imbolc Offering


I have long been devoted to Brigid. She is important in the work of filidecht, of vision poetry. She is a guide, as well as a healer. A little known aspect of her, or a related deity (for the splitters) is the little known  Brig Ambue, that is Brig of the Cowless/Outlaw Warriors, who is associated with those outsiders like the fianna and diberga. For an intriguing and insightful article that discusses some of this and throws a different light on the Imbolc festival see “The Hidden Imbolc” by P. Sufenas Virisu Lupus:


Butter and dairy products in general seem to have been considered cleansing/purifying elements, and so the references to butter for the warriors in my poem that follows. They also make excellent offerings.




Bright spots of beauty

And leaves of grass,

Yielding speckled cows and

Butter for the warriors

And milk for the poor;

Juts and arcs of generosity—

A lake of beer.

Kindness and compassion forged

For all that breathe and grow,

Midwife poet and keening mother

Healer of limb heart and soul—

O Triple Brigid!